as you all know (although im sure u dont)
my membership expires in twooo daaaysss u_u
this doesnt really affect anyone or actually mean anything, except that now my journals will be plain and it will most certainly affect my mood
i dont think you understand how terrifying it is to go from "OH heck yeah cool fandom journal skins ohh hey look its my fave character woa look at these colors" to "okay.."
oh well. it was fun while it lasted. besides, i didnt actually use my membership for many things, bc im not popular on dA or even post anything, so theres no reason why anyone would be concerned about this.
its just me worrying about the appearance of what used to be a beautiful journal... tears for the fallen. . ..
anyway, thats all. sorry for not posting things lately or not making any cool polls, which im sure i promised to do when i first got my membership. which was also thanks to a dear friend which suddenly disappeared? i miss him a lot and i have no idea what happened to his account... but thanks to him i got a really nice dA experience.
so yeah goodbye cute journals
(this journal isnt important at all its literally just for my own personal use. i use these to whine about things. sorry if you got this far ahah you wasted approximately one minute reading this.)